All my life, I've lived and worked in the big city,

which, now that I think of it, is kind of a problem,

since I always feel uncomfortable around crowds.

I mean it. I have this fear of enclosed spaces.

I-I-I-- Everything makes me feel trapped all the time.

I always tell myself there's gotta be something better out there.

But maybe I-- Maybe I think too much.

I think everything must go back to the fact that I had a very anxious childhood.

You know, my mother never had time for me.

When you're the middle child in a family of five million,

you don't get any attention.

I mean, how is it possible?

I've always had these abandonment issues which plague me.

My father was basically a drone, like I've said.

And, you know, the guy flew away when I was just a larva.

And my job, don't get me started on, because it really annoys me.

I-I was not cut out to be a worker, I'll tell you right now.

I-I-I feel physically inadequate.

My whole life, I've never been able to lift

more than 10 times my own bodyweight.