Free Churro - BoJack Horseman [S05E06]

When you're a kid, you convince yourself

-[groaning] -[mourners gasping]

It's an odd realization that it's the thing you've been missing,

and my mother, Beatrice Horseman?

It feels mean, like,

She used to put on these shows, with her supper club in the living room,

Usually, when people ask how I'm doing, the real answer is I'm doing shitty,

And of course, my dad's dead.

Maybe it did. I don't know. I never read it.

When I was a teenager,

Okay? This is a funeral, sir, for my mother.

And I have to be like, "I don't know, all of it?"

That's more my mom's speed.

My entire life I never heard her say a kind word to or about my father,

[people murmuring]

And it doesn't feel like a relief, to finally be seen.

I don't know why she said that. Maybe she felt that's the kind of thing

But, then again, mostly not. Mostly you're drowning.

with a moment of connection on her way out.

But maybe I'm giving her too much credit. Maybe it wasn't about connection.

so maybe less with the crying and more with the frying, huh?"

I always thought they were lucky

They had something to long for.

the only thing you wanted all along, to be seen.

but because I knew it could be so much better,