So... I decided a while ago to sort of

give up and

stop trying to make sense of things altogether, because

the only way to really live in this

is to embrace the fact that nothing matters.

- Well, then what's the point of living?

- Well, we kind of have no choice but to live,

so I think your best bet is just

to learn how to suffer existence.

- So we can't die?

- No. Uh, the loop just starts over.

There might be some way to kill yourself but I haven't figured it out,

and I've done... a lot of suicides.

So many.

- No. No, I'm gonna get out of this.

- Okay. Suit yourself.

- What are you doing? - Bracing for a quick death.

I mean, we can't die, but pain is very real.

There's nothing worse than slowly dying in the ICU.

We could just skip this whole phase,